eica siao pnya

2011-01-26T09:47:00.002+08:00

Lately school have start.
My style of life literally change.
No more late night lepakings or tonning w friend.
I still can ton and lepak, but not as frequent as i used to.
reducing clubs.
cos ive got school on thursday.
and i'll be a zombie by then.
but i miss it.
once in a while,is okay.

school's been fine.
classmates, sigh.
some are okay.
kay not all.
some are freggin friendly. :D

tried my best not to skip school anymore, like how i used to
in ite balestier. :) :)
study hardd. kda.
lesson starting real soooonn.
so i guess, i shall take my leave.
bye earthlingggs :D

2010-12-15T03:33:00.002+08:00

Saya missing someone badly.
And its not a ex gf.
Hmm just a lil someone.

I was thought never to be happy
On someone's else misery.
I made a mistake.
I was living happily frm someone's els misery.
&& i didnt feel good.
I just wish both of them
Happiness.
:) :)

To top it all of,
Im missing a goodfriend.
Sigh. She must be really happy w her life now.
Sigh. M really sad.
Mayb shes busy w work or gf.
I understnd. A part of me was broken
When she literally left me thr.
But i gotta understnd, she has a gf to tc off.
Well, i shant disturb her life till th day she finds
Me bck.
Its not being ego, bt i cn feel.
She dont really need me in
Her life right now.
Tears are rolling as im typing this.
I just misses a goodfriend.
too much.
If you are reading this,
Im not asking fr sympathy or what.
I just wanna know imyalot.
Nevertheless.
Imma be ther fr you gdfrn.
Ily.

2010-10-30T14:15:00.002+08:00

maybe you've chnge to someone new.
or was it just a part of my wishful thinking?
sigh.
ure already out to desaru with family.
but im still stuck here.
thnkng bout wt ure saying earlier on.
you alr look irritated by me bby.
sigh.

some says tt you still wnna have fun.
&& a part of me believes tt.
it's been a week since we last meet.
&& swear to god it's killing me.
not meeting me,
but you happily meeting someone else.
perhaps as a friend.
yes.ido. believe you.
well, roy lambert.
i still love you.
and it doesnt change any bit.
i wanna be with you for as long as i could.
but,
sigh.
ilysyg.
at times,
pls spare a thought for me at times.

2010-10-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

2010-10-15T02:47:00.002+08:00

at times i feel like we're drifting apart.

but actually we're not.

ilusm baby!

she doesnt know my blog exist.

huhu!

8moredaysto our second monthsary. (:

2010-10-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

OMG!
dah lama saya taq update blog.
huhu.
taq ingat pon this existed.
^.^
well for now I'm starting with a new life.
with a girl,still.
named;Roy Lambert.

well I hope thiss really last.
My first x;uchan. 1 year plus.
My second x;JayJay. Pathetically 7days.
My third x;Ryan Rafael;9 days.
omg,
pls pls pls.

I really love love her alottt.
pls dont take her away.
I had enough of crying.
Just let this last. ^^
23o81o is now engraved in my heart k baby.

lama tak update mcm rindu. (:
okay humans,
i gtg.! (:

2010-05-19T02:50:00.002+08:00

hello babys!
im not yet asleep.
it kept replaying in my mind.
im scared.
:(

god pls protect me,
tmrw working.
yet i cant sleep. haish! :(

2010-05-07T04:00:00.002+08:00

MEMANG SESUNGGUHNYER AKU SYG AWESOME K?
jgn perangai boleh semua?
aku mbak kang! (:
well i love you all many many! smiles okay baby!

and im so tired.
this week kerja 2 hari.
merayap nyer 5 harii.
kalahkan org kerja!
tpy tetap ku syg kawan kawan aku.
semua kawan aku oky?

okay da.
zoooom zoooom off i go baby!

2010-04-26T01:49:00.003+08:00

hello baby! (:
im back!
like finally.
f. tmrw im going to start work.
some new boy going to tagg w me.
bff jealouss! pffft. lol eh kau!
well,
life hasnt been real great.
sick like f.
throat sakit mcm nak mmpos.
weather panas.
everythin isnt going my way.
oh well.
love life?
hmms,
currently chill baby!
am hhappy for my friends who are attached!
happy 1mthsary to nina and meh! LIKE FINALLY?
lol.
sayang korg byks2!

and to elfiy hycarl,
all the best btwn you and nana fana ayeeee?
harap2 kau dpt kachip dia okay?
tc.

and yeah? back to me?
idk lah.
life been real boring.
pfffffft.
oh well oh well.
imma meet bff tomorrow!
den nina and meh! awesome awesome!
us talking like we used to.
tapi promise aku.
korg nak make out, some other place k?
jgn depan aku. pfffft!

okay bye! i sayang awesome!
like forever! (:
mwarhs mwarhs!
zoom zoom off i go!

2010-04-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

hello babys! (:
just woke up.
pfft medication again and again.
aku tk suka lah! pfffft!
oh well oh well,
later fetching fyt from p.a
then slack.
erica erica.
besok dah kena work aleq.
rawrrrr. brooo you must come hor.
if not i all alone.
oh well.
akhir kata aku syg awesome! saper mnyampah aku asyik ckp ni
can buzz off btch! (: AWESOME

I SYG nina AWESOME,meh AWESOME,jay AWESOME,wawa AWESOME,fie AWESOME.
its not about who i put first. i prioritise all of them.

2010-04-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

ohwell,
now im at pasir ris. w fyt.
she gg off to zirca later.
tc baby.
i'll join you once im 18! (:

well well, theres a girl named arfah amelia.
still remember her people?
awesome.
well last time, she came to my blog claiming wtv shit.
now she gnna start a new chapter.
oh well. let see wht kind of attention seeker she is?
cant wait for her new episode.
lol
i cnt believe shes still alive.
and yes baby,
i believe she actually doesnt exist.
but some other no life people.
using some other peoples photo nd start hate taggin.
oh well.
budaq2 tkda kerja.
umor da meningkt.
tpy makan hasil mak bapak.
LOL EH?

well lets see then.
trust me, it's gonna be lotsa fun baby!
well well.
moral of story.
AKU TETAP SYG AWESOME!
awesome awesome,
ily guys!

2010-04-20T13:31:00.001+08:00

hello babys!
im suppose to work today,
but was f sick.
got 4 days mc. *kening naik2*
awesome ehk babys?

so yeah.
woked up w cough and flu.
sibeiiiii.
kena viral infection/
ape sia tuh?
lol wtv.
and now gg clementi fetching nina awesome!
then to tamp cut her hair.
and police academy to fetch aqeed and fyt babby! (((:
weeeeeeeeeeeeee!
okay lah people.
im off.
i lazy want to take meddy.
let mum nag.
i donttttt want! (:
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!
AKU SYG SYG KORG!

2010-04-13T01:27:00.002+08:00

hello babys!

f lah,
currntly no mood.
bff aku no lesser workdays with me.
still aku syggg kau bestie! (((:

and bestie sumpah kau cute bler kau nanges otf.
lol.
and yeahhh,
i see that we're not as close as we used to.
you're prioritizing your other friends than me.
it's cool baby.

starting from today,
text me if you feel like finding me
imma not give a sh*t to you.
i wont care for you like i used to.
imma not text you like how i used to.
do what you want.
i do what I WANT.
it's none of you effing business.

so jyeah.
and working strght till sunday.
saturday on standby.
but gg out w bestie and ruddi.
awesome sh*t! (((:

bestie looking forward for thursday.
nvm eh bro.
friends like them we can just thrash them
cause they dont appreciate you.
true bro true! (:
sayang kau gler babi pnya! (((:

2010-04-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

hello babys! (:
am back.
well sorry for no updates.

but rawrrrr!
well busy working.
well icant exactly wait for sat.
woo woo!

and this few days busy w work or meet ups with baby!
oh did i tell you tht
my ipod touch fall when i was working the other day?
but luckily theres casing.
i almost teared up.
cb! heart pain sia!

7more days! wooooo wooooo. pay again.
insyallah im able to work for f1.
siak uh! cant wait dohhhh. rawrrrrrrrrrrrr.

well im off.
im in no mood.
because of certain reason uhs.

HAPPY 2mths being single erica! tt was on the 8th. lol! (((:
it's better being this way i swear.
its better being independent.
Not having a relationship.
Not worrying that you'll be cheated on.
Lets see how long i can last.
But IDW to get into any relationship for now.
SERIK doh! ((:

okay baby!!! im off!
zooom zooooomm!

2010-04-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

hey people,
im backkk from meeting usual babys!
nina;meh;kimo.
and we terserempak khai at clementi ananas cafe.
LOL
one year plus tak jumper.
kau tk kenal aku! pfffft!

so we slacked,
photos, taitied,bluff-ed.
rawrrr! ((:
funny dehhhhh.
then homeeeee sweettt homeeee.

and elfiy,
it's not that i can't meet you.
but i dont want to meet you.
like i said, u belong to nurul and nana munchy.
lol.
so i dont want to be a third party in whoever relationship.
so jyeah. do take care of ur gfS. okay?
tc.and imy. (:

and jay baby meet me sooon lah!
pffft!

mus i doont want to meet you
cos i want to torture you. wooo woooo!
let's see who can tahan more okay?
rawrrrrrrr!
and kau tak tahu nak text aku ker ape?
dah pakai bill tak textt.
RAWRRRRR! :D
imagine me doing tt?
LOL.

okay babys! im off to sleeeeeep.
tomorrow working dehhh!
and im meeting jay baby! wooo wooo! (:

2010-04-04T03:09:00.003+08:00

hello babys.
currently my mood is down.idk whhy.
maybe cos of my menses?
pfft.

biler ku free semua kerja.
biiler ku kerja semua busy?
macam mane?
bler ku text satu satu tak tahu nak reply?
cb kan?
tkpa aku tdo for 2 days strght agy bagus! pffftt!
binget saja.

and yes ive bought my ipod touch and my guess wallet and a new hp. (((:
wooo wooo.
like finally gitu kan?

and yes you elfiy hyqal.
i'm missing you.
but i know for the fact that i dont wanna meet you.
if i do.
im gonna be crying lyk f.
and youre gonna be so yaya about it.
like im so all over you.
for what i noe,
im over you.
But at times, i do remember about you.
your stuff at my home.
the songs we used to sing.
the things we love to eat.
the word you love to use.
i miss all those sweet times.
but i do believe in the sentence
'moving on is the best solution for both party'
as im typing this, im crying.
idk why. but i am.
it just that getting away from you is really hard.
being away from you, never get to meet you
is really hard.
But i gotta learn.
Can't believe a third party really broke our relationship.
But I guess she deserve you more than I do.
Well, for the fact that i miss you.
This post is for you,
I miss you elfiy hyqal.
But I don't love you anymore.
You're heart is with nana.
And we're over.
080209 is just a date.
rawrrrrrr!

Well, live still have to go on.
To look on the brighter side,
i do still have my awesome! (:
and i love mama.
and i got a new kakak/abg.
rawr. from work.
milo namer dia (:
dia baik.
dia pgl sayer adk.dia pgl mama sayer mami.
she's nice.
and im fckng bored.
seriously, someone ask me out pls.
to somewhere fun?
grrrrrr.
and everybody seems to be getting into a relationship?

I wont want to be in a relationship for now.
NOT NOW!
Not because of ive not moved on or i miss/love elfiy.
But i dont want to get hurt.
I had enough.Learnt umpteen of lesson.
Well,
I believe love is beautiful at times.
But, NOT all the time.

(:
well babys,
ive had my say.
zooom zooom i go!

2010-03-30T02:41:00.002+08:00

went out with jay as it was her birthday
went to cityhall. janjied kol 345. but she reach at 425/

wooohooo. hot saje tpy tkpa./
bday boy kan? (:
so proceeded to ms.
bought tickets to went in rome

before tt went makan to seoul garden my treat. ((:
suka lah tuh dia.

well the movie was a okayyy.
i rate it 4.5/5
((:
syiokk nak mmpos eh jay.
laugh like nobody's business! rawrrrrrr/

then went to esplanade
walkd out on a weird route.
hoho. scaryyy thou.
pfftttt.
nina and meh suprised jay.
with A cake.
JAY didnt noe tt they were coming.

muka nak nnges. rawrrr
cuteeeeeee/ so TALK laugh camwhord
coooooool
not the full AWESOME thou.
nvmm, i understnd.

so train-ed bck to cck. ton rumah nina.
and when i was listening to some song.
it made me think of elfiy hyqal.
heartache thinking bout how she bastar* me
for the last time.

lying to me just to be witth her.
pffft/
sumpah sakit hati.
and fiy stop all this.
just go back to nana and fck her upside dwn okay?
stop saying you misses me and still love me and regret it.
its TOO LATE.
u have nana munchy alr..

and people. im not use to bitc*ing so i type out people name
dont mind me
im pretty strghtforward.

when thinking bout wht she did,
it made me cried.
bt was controlling it.
haish
its over.no use dwelling on it.
rawrrr!

(((:

cinta, i hope you enjoyed your day (:
and i hope you like the perfume ((:

byeee earthlinggggggggggggggg
syg korggg

2010-03-29T01:55:00.004+08:00

today is the day of two beloved person in my life.
one is zuliana zulkepli and muhd eric heryanto bin hamzah!
wooo wooo!
happy birthdayyyyy! ((:

and sumpah ehk satu beeyyatch ni mulot besar nak mmpos.
pffft.
budak taik taik taik i tell you.
rawrr!
memang pengecut.
fanetic?
ISAP SINI MEH!

pffft!
sabar erica sabar.
anddd yeah yeah
SAPE SAPE KT LUAR TUH TAK HAPPY
NGN AKU
CARIK LAH SIAL!
JANGAN DEPAN KECOT BLKNG BERANI
pala buto same kau!

lesbian world memang gny.
some girls mouth are typically mintak kena pukol sampai pecah!
sialpehpmpn!
nvmnvm.
im chilling.
talk about me once more
and muka kau aku akan kasi pecah pecah bodoh!
fanetic tak bertempat.
cewek sialan!

SAPE2 TAK HAPPY TAGG AKU BODO!
JGN NAK LANCHAOWEY
puki puki puki.
bodoh kecik2 tknk mmpos
da besar susah kan org sekeliling kau!
sial!

okay this post is sungguh vulgar.
stupid bit*h!

2010-03-27T02:12:00.002+08:00

hello people!
f lah.
nowadays, my life is so effing bored.
cb cb cb!
and iim having such a badmood.
darn!
johan, aku mtk maaf ye aku marah2 dgn kau
and merjok.
LOL.
but its cute + funny.
when back home, and updating blog.
and im literally throwin tantrum.
cbcbcbcb
im getting my ipod touch this 15th..
woooowoooo!

2010-03-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

alrightoo, so this white fluffy thingyy over here is

my beloved kitty.

not exactly a kitten.

a bloooody fat cat!

pfftt

makan.tdo.kacau aku.

tuh kerja kau kan?

but i love him many2.

namer dia baby tao.

take note kay??

and work was a okayyyy.

mayb trnsferring to pan pacific.

coool coooool

but i wanna try strangers offer first.

and yesyes. cnt waittt for new environment

new friends.

lets hope sooooo. pffft!

and yes. im so bored at home.

after work.aleqqq,

flatttt!

alright.

gotta buzz off.

tomorrow working.

and im late for godness sake!

for the first time.

pffft.

not tht late.

2 mins late.cooooool

2010-03-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

//\\//\\

LOL.

the old erica.

sumpah muka aku kental nak mmpos. (((:

tuh zaman sec 1 && 2.

saw this photo in mama folder. rawrrrr! hahah.

kental kental kental. lol lol lol.

hahaha. ZzZz ehkkk.

work mates work mates (:

im gonna miss them.

not going to work alr after the next week.

pfffftt.

due to some reason.

oh well. getting a new job soon.

stranger introduce to me tt work.

((((: syg kau! ((:

&& yeah tts me and mommy.
in year 2007 i think.
LOL.

and she made me effing binget today.
rawrrrr!
she merajok w me and sleep inside.
i have to sleep alone.
booohooo.
nvm. i have my lovely kittyyy!
iloveyou baby kucing! ((:

imma show yyou my kucinggg photo in
my next update.
love yalls!
im off!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-03-24T03:58:00.001+08:00

still online at 4am in the morning.
pepeks! :)
for people who dont really noe me,
dont talk behind my back.
not happy find me. ((:

and yes, imma btch in someone's lyf.
told cha. she would say that.
im gonna chill and relax relax.
aku single. so jyeah. i can talk and mingle w whoever i want RIGHT?

and yesyes, meet stranger just now.
happy.binget.irritated.
all in one.

and tmrw meeting AWESOME babys!
ily baby!

im off. tengkok aku sakitt!
pfft, aku pun tk tahu asal.

ZOOM ZOOM,IM OFF BABY!

2010-03-23T18:23:00.003+08:00

off today.
supposed to ton yest. but cancelled,
cos awesome made their decision too late.
pffft.
today stayy at home aje lah kan.
suppose to meet kakak and abang.
but also reply too late.
cancelled.

and kat kerja something creepy happen lorrr.
was woorking with sylvia, 3-11.
hahaah. was sending jobs as per normal.
then was suppose to retrieve a scissors from a particular room.
i was searching for the scissors.
she was meddling with the thing on the table. to chnge the radio channel.
suddenly the light go off.

erica:oiii! why you switch off the light?
sylvia:i swear i never.

erica and sylvia: ARRRGHHHH! (run out of the room)

HAHAHAHA. penakottt oi kita dua.
end up both followed each other till we knock off.
ppfftt.
thts nvr gonna happen again.soyal.seramm.
the room was pitch black!
sumpahhhh takotttttt.

and jyeahhh. wake up pretty late today. hoho.
not working mah.
alrightt. Im boreddd!

baby let's date! (((:

but kan someone somewhere dont like, how??
hmms

im outttt bby!

2010-03-21T00:19:00.001+08:00

work was a-okay! (:
just tt some people whom i enjoy working w tkda.
pffftt!
imiss jo jo jo and ruddi lorr.
haiyyaaaa.
next week working for only three days.
date anyone? HAHA.LOL.

okayy lahh. im pretty shagged.
pffftt.
and i miss my ite mates banyak2! ):
lost contact. cos of my f account kena hacked,
aku sumpah saper masok. mati telanjang uh!
rawrrrrrrr!(:

okay im out babyy!

2010-03-20T12:43:00.002+08:00

hello people.
it's raining heavily outside.
&& im in no mood to go to work.
down w a fever. :(
no one to complain to. :(

its okay eica INDEPENDENT!
i dowan depend on anyone alr.
alright people.
im going to dragg kepale yg maseh berat ni gi toilet.
and zoom zoom zoom to work.

and royy pagy2 da tak betol! hoho!

happy working erica!
:)

off i go babys!

2010-03-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

hello babys!
just came bk from amk!
thought of gg somewhere w kak and abg.
but since raining, plan chnge.
we slack at amk instead.
meet abg ayim,kak fyy,rique,lina.
slack jap at one voideck.
mit kimo and sribaby
imissthem oi oi oi!
take photo all. they went off.
shazwin came.
then cabbed to some other block.
slack at there. shazwin gf;nurul if im not wrong.
cool.
slack,eat, drink drank drunk.
hoho! (((:

outing again nxt week. woo woo.
sunday meeting my awesome babys lak. :)
some of them thou.
photo will be uploaded by kak fyy.
cepat sikit yer kak.

and sumpah kelakar tdy,
was shouting kt tengah2 road w kak fyy.
you know i know ;)

ily people! mwarhs mwarhs!
off i go!

2010-03-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

hello people! it's already 1320. but still using lappy.
was suppose to meet kakak and abg!
but nvm. masey ada time.
hujannn lahh! nak sleeeeep! rawrrrr! :D
and to someone; if you wnt to make my name go down,
im cool. thnks for everything btw.
i know you've got the intention.
im cool baybe.

and yeah yeah. aku nantokkk rabak.
but off kan.
mesti kena keluar. && enjoy my day instead of dudok kt rumah
kn kn kn?

and baby believe me karma do exist.
i used to not believing it.
and *poof* something happen, which made me think back twice.
yesyes, it do exist.
so for me.
i'm being v v nice to almost everyone.
cos i dowan shett to happen to me.
but to people out there, if ure used to hurting people
and making people cry.
believe me, you're gonna cry like f one day.
trust me.

alright people.
im off!
bye to all the earthlingggs!
syggg korgs!

2010-03-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

hohoo! copy paste kape girl?
tsk. wttv it is. IM PROUDDD OF MYSELF.

and yeah today work 3-9.
supposed to end at 11. but fiq covered me.
wasnt feeling well. :)
tomorw out w kakak and abg to amk. (((:
sunday gg out w awesomeeeeeeee! pls pls pls babys. i miss you guys so so so so.

and yes baby, you're meeting me on saturday okay?
wooo wooo.
lets partayyyyyyee! :D
ah ye ye ye. ku budak baik dehhh!
take good care of me. Be FAITHFUL to me.
unlike someone! hmphhh!
but wtv wtv.
everyone has its flaws baby!

and and imysooooo!! :(
nina,jayjay,elfiEsky,reena,wawa!
meet aku soon. aku rindu korgg giler babi.
mcm anak kucing rindu kan susu tetek mak dia!
OPPPPS! tk sensoreeeddddd! (:

alright baby! im out!
njoy lyfe while you can! chill chill baby horr!

2010-03-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

kepada to my someone.
its not this soon baby.
im proud to say im so over elfiy.
but im not ready to be in any relationship for now.
had more than enough shit in my past r/s.
gotta win my heart baby!
and trust me you aint like her.
for now, lets just maintain our relationship.
&& thnks someone, i know you're aint like her at all.
you've got everything that i want. (:
lets take it real slow and low dear.
:D

meet kak fyy and abg ayim just now at amk.
meet kak fyy. danggg, i miss her so!
then meet abg.
hoho! someone merajok infront of me.
and th way kakak pujok is so the cute.
lunch-ed at pizza hut.
then went abang's homey to chill chill baby.

kakak you masak so pedas lah! boleh menangis tahu!
and kakak so jahat whenn playy carom!
adk dah pandai eh eh eh! :)
sayang kakak and abg many many okayy! :)
friday ni friday ni, kita keluar lagy okay. ramai2! :) woo woo!

went home and was otf with mr sayang. :)
alright baby im offffff!

and baby ure hot hot hot.
:)
cyaaaaaa sooon syg! :)

2010-03-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

my awesome babys! imy guys so much dehhhh/
lemme list down the ppl alright:
NINA,
ELFIE SKYYYYYY
JAYJAY
MEHH
REEENAA
SRI BABY!
KAK FYYY
ABG ZAS

ppl meet soon.i know i know im working.
and no time for you guys.
never forget me pls?
:D
payyyyyy was outt. happy like f. got 320bucks!
but now hahaha. tgl 70. pfffftt
and shit happen to me.
:(
but allhamdulilah things okay alr.
but still hv to be careful.

:) im meeting abg and kakak tmrw! cool coool.
lamer tak jumpa. nak masok one year.
faham2 lahh. tt time ada org control.
so jyeahhh. :)

BYEEE PEOPLE!
IM ENJOYYING MY WORK, MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS!
iloveyou mama! :D hoho!

2010-03-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

heya people.
im fine.im good.

elfiy hyqal,
do tc of urself aye?
leona and nurul whoever eu guys are.
tc of elfiy.

fiy im just your past.
just move on with ur girlfriendS.
and sumpah aku tk pernah nmpk pompan gny.
LOL.
bbut wtv lah kan.

not happy state down your name.
and we'll talk.
sorry fiy bbual psl pmpn kau.
bt tts the fct.
hot topic doh..

bck to MY life,
currently busy workinggg and lepakings! :)
with my usual babys! :)
next month buying ipod touch w someone.

:)

and ilove my babys!
carik aku lau tk happy ngn dorg.
imma step up for them no matter what.
mataer biler2 boleh carik,
kawan smpai mati. dorg yang tolong.

and jyeah. if thres some words tt make you btches unhappy.
come and find me. always here at bukit batok.
wtv it is.
MY BLOG MY SAY BTCHES! :)
tak suka, ANGKT KAKI JALANN SUA!

:)

dont mind me. im kinda cranky.

2010-03-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

all start have an ending.
to your both gfs, im sorry if the way i blog
makes u binget, but imiss fiy.
but its okay.
you girls are now her priority.
pls do tc of her okay?
i was not able to do tt.
but wtv it is. fiy, imy. and im sorry to disturb your life.

i promise i wont do it anymore.
i'll keep it shut even if imissu like f.

alright moving on,
went to bedok to meet my usual babys! :)
lepaks,
and and learnt new song.
thnks fie &&nina baby for teaching me lagu.
byk kesabaran yg diperlukan utk mengajar seseorang yg lembab mcm aku.
but HA! im proudddd of myself!
*around of applause for myself*

mr hayhay,
dont marah2 can?
go and eat something. i'm sure you'll be okay! :)
nak uzor kot?
oppppss! :D

alright i gotta go.
imissyoufiy, but i gotta put a stop to this.
its gonna be my last. imy.
but imiss my late granny too. :'(
please please appear in my dream granny?
pretty please? i miss disturbing you and fooling ard w you granny.
its gonna be the 4th year you left me,
imy real bad! :(

2010-03-08T13:48:00.002+08:00

baby i was never strong.
trust me.
i'm never good in mending my broken heart.
it'll take me ages to leave tt someone.
and esp when ure my first.
ive been thinking bout eu since yest night.
yes ppl, i may look as if i've long move on.
but deep inside only i know how it feels.
people been saying baby move on, she aint worth ur tears.
i know tt.
but comeon, its my first.
and im weak. i admit i am weak.
at times, im the happy me.
but when somehow u came into my mind.
i'll keep it shut and think about us.
if i could turn back time, i would.
but not for me to mend anything.
but i wouldnt want to get into any r/s.
cos fo sure, one party will end up crying
while the other is partying w some other women,
am i not right?
i know ure happy w ur lyfe now, so do i.
but i kept crying whenever i see our memories at home.
like the stuff you bought for me.
our photos.
and our babys/elrie hyqel and etc.
dont worry people. im trying to get bck on my feet.
just tt i need to vent everything.
everything.
imy.
i'm glad tt now ure attch w two girls yg snggop bermadu.
wtv it is. imma wish you all the best.

like you say, eventhou you're not serious w them.
try be fair. and never break their heart.
never never.

2010-03-06T02:29:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS TWO BABYS OF MINE! syg korg bnyk2!

thnks babys for being there for me thru ups and down.

Really appreciate it!

hello all!

life's been greatt!

new friends from work.

enjoyed work alot.

sumpah besttttt!

even though shagged like hell.

but friends made me smile.

tips as per usual. gelek abes.

and and,

even if tt news brought me down.

i know tt my life is full with friends who care for me.

i'm sorry if i did stupid stuff.

but i promise, i wont.

why should i waste my time on someone who dont care bout me.

like elfiy.

im glad elfiy you've move on.

neverrr never lie or cheat ur gf ayte?

haha. wtv lah.

and zuliana zulkepli, i did enjoy our convo.

really enjoyed it.

lol-ing here and there. :)

webcammed with someone crazy like you.

who suka KOREK IDONG!

hahahaha! :D

cht w me soon enough! :)

bye baby!

and if anyone feel as if im talking bout you.

i've state names. so jyeah.

i aint talking behind you bck.

bye earthlingggggg.

2010-02-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

never did i expected u want it to go this way.

choosing some other girl than me.

you rather see me cry instead of nana.

you wont wanna hurt nana but instead hurt me.

hey nana, if ure reading this,

i'm sorry.

this is my blog, i say what i gotta say.

it's cool.

you guys can have fun w/o me.

she's single. you're single.

i wish you all the best.

thinking bout the things we plan to buy,

the things we places we plan to go together made me teared up.

but i noe tt ure happily enjoying urself.

they way you text really shows tt you never want me back.

i guess its fine.

cos you always want it to be this way.

yes which gf doesnt kongkong you

cos they love you and they dowan some other girl to have you/

tts the reason why.

you do kongkong me too.

but whats the use of saying all that.

i guess its over.

080209 no more.

thanks elfiy.

i wish you all the best in you future endeavour.

imy

2010-02-22T01:21:00.003+08:00

haiyaaaaaaaa,
tmrw working alr.
first day! :)
with mama at fairmont hotel.
wish me luck baby! :D

and yest went geylang tgk kuda kepang.
had a big tiff with elfiy.
nana, i hope you respect tt we're attch.
and not to disturb our relationship.
thnks!
but i know you wont do tt.
by the way im looking at this.
fiy is being sucha flirt.
miang naq mampos! :@

GATAL!
bt whtv.
fiy go decide who you want.
im cool if you choose her.
i woont complain anything to anyone.
cos everyone find me a nuisance.
so jyeah. im cool,
dont hv to tag saying you feel sorry.
cos i know you dont.
but instead laughing at me.

wtv it is.
im copping with this.
imma shut my mouth.
not saying anything to anyone else.
just my baby blog! :)

syg kau bloggg!
outsss!alr 0124am and not yet asleep.
hve to wake up at 815.
rawrrrrrrrr!

down.down.down

2010-02-13T02:19:00.003+08:00

earthling im so down down down down dowwwwwwnn.
bt wtv lah.
today went out with mum tuh buy work stuff.
proceed home. watch tv.
and abg kau sumpah irritating!
disturbing me the whole time,fckaaa!!!
sumpah aku binget oi ngn abang aku.
was sleeping, dia curik kipas lah.tickle me lah.

then at night,was talking to someone and.
she just upset me real bad.
so went down. and cried mcm fck!
texted nina baby, and she consoled me. thnks bby.
didi texted too.thnks fr th concern syg! (:
&& someone's asleep like a piggggg! tsk.
even mama said,
since she sounds like shes so free,
then just let her go forever and never look back.
she sound like she's happy with her own life.
and yes baby, she do sound happy.
do wht you think is the best.

mummy aku gelekk kan?
tahu! (:
so went down.
chocolates make me happy baby!

farid was like oi kau hyper nak mampos bodoh/
thnks farid for th listening ear.
taiti-ed.
and yes farid,
the opening ceremony was done, &&FARID got to do it.
((:
king of taiti, *puikkss*
lepak till wad? 1230?
went home, dyed hair.
and yes on th comp now/ (:

someone seem so happy with her life.
it's good to see you in this state.
don't worry i wont disturb your r/s with any girl.
&& thnks fr ignoring me th whole day.
it really help yeah someone.
good to see you move on.
thnks again.

baby baby baby! come sing with me,
if you know the lyrics to my heart! :)
iloveiwanina!
(sbagai kwn ehk reena, dont worry/ (: )
6yrs frnship oiii!
i'll treasure it always!

2010-02-12T14:21:00.003+08:00

went lepak this few days.
and my eyebags is getting fckng visible!!!
tsk.
when lepak with nina,elfie,elfiy,sue,erica flare,reena and shanky.
tt day was kecoh like hell lor.
esp bler mlm lepak luar cwp.
laugh2. mcm nk terkencing pon ada, (:

yest when lepak at bedok bedok bedok.
make song with elfie and nina! (:
niceeee eh babys!
lepak.
mus kena sabo-ed.
train-ed home.

(:

you want it this way, im cool.
but remember you're the one whose wanting me to treat you like this.

2010-02-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

o8o21o
woke up quite early.
got off by 725.
went adelphi with mum.
and some words he said as if he's against me.
haish.
life is unfair at times.
just hav to endure it.
but i'll just hope everything goes on smoothly.
i dont wish to face him.
tts the last thing i want to see.

then went for interview at mama's plce.
allhamdulilah gotta job.
strting afta chinese new year. (:
wish me luck babys!

then trained bk to bb
to get chnged.
aard 3+ trained bk to city hall to meet elfiy.
delay-ed.
gve me a flower.
heheh!
hmms yelah org sape kn.
dia sape.
dapt something big, i?
ahahaha! 1yr comparing to 1mth.
wayyyyyy different.
walk-ed to marina sq.
pizza hut-ed.
nice. but had a tiff in between.
went to step afterwards.
slack till nite.
got proposed bt nvm.
(:

we stay as friends alright?

then trained bk.
reach home at 1.
serammm lorr.

090110
sleepppp, wake up.
meet fi.
bus-ed to bp.
meet nina oi oi.
dinner.slacked.home

photos soon alr sygs?
byeeee earthlings! :D

2010-02-06T10:58:00.001+08:00

hello earthlingss!
:)
updating from eonenina eissmyaile hse. :)
sleep over her hse since had a tiff with mom. :(
pape lah hekkk. :)

2010-02-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS! :D
today was spent with lovely nina and didi :)
came to my house ubber early. lik wht? 12??
sial. ketok pintu tkda chare ehk b! :(
hahah
laugh.play card. sent them home.
cut hair and off to eat with mama. didnt eat anything
othr than apple pie from didi. but hey, thanks! :)

went home, sleep awhile.
a friend ajak lepak.
drink,drank.drunk.
mmposss! :)
you saw my masai-ness. :(
bt heyy i enjoy-ed the day yeah?

went home, fb-ed, tagg-ed,blog.
tmrw meeting nina&&reena.
awwwwwww. :)
gg over to nina's place.
okay okay. im off! :)

2010-02-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

hey thre.
went to wdlnds to celebrate elfiy bday.
was moooody okay the whole day.
aku tk tahu asal.
alek pon mak aku mcm sial.
alek aje kena maki. buto tol! :@
bodoh, might as well aku tkyah aleq siah tgk muka kau.
nk step emo biler aku tk balek.
isap uh sia tetek aku! :P

2010-02-01T01:59:00.001+08:00

im just down.
things happn.
lets nt talk aboutit.

2010-01-28T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hey earthlings!
how yall doing?
im doing great. (:

just came bk from slacking. (:
meet mama at 4 plus. was fcuking fcuking late.
went dorothy then train-ed to bedok bedok bedok. (:
meet kydd, bought pizza.

meet nina&&reena i think,
slack.
then kydd went somwhre,
nina sent reena back. and i was all alone.
called and text none replied.
pepek tol,best kan.
aku kan bahan mendak korg.
hah! (:

they came back.
erica flare and sue came.
slackkk and taitied and bluffed.
sue cute siak. haha! (:

so sue and erica went off.
took photo wth kydd and nina.
((:
and both of them is feeling down down down.
syg! dont pikeh too much.
kydd; just let it go. dont hold on too much mmrs.
just let him be. maybe its the best for both of yall.
nina; chill baby, dont think too much alr.
im here for eu guys okay. (:

train-ed bck home. saw azli.
awwwww! misses!!
went shop, then home.
shower,online.
adly was having some problems.
chill okay pig?

kydd;nina;adly,
eica maybe not good in advising,
but whenever eu guys need a listening ear.
do remember tt eica is here. (:
it applys to anyone else too (:

byeeee earthling!
hope tt todays going to be a good day.

kimomo! yok ite simei (:
taggin along with her. with nina and kydd.
(:

2010-01-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings!
hw ya doing?
doing perfectly fine.
i syggg i nyer hottest and sexy bitch; kydd && nina!
when lepakk with them.

never ending laughters.
:)
esp tt sexy btch lorr! hahah
meet up soon syggss!

tomrw gg out with elfiy, wtch movie.
and ada conflict lah.
kecoh tapy sumpah kekekkk oii!
hahahaha!
nak step nina peh x.
btw whoever login into my account
in fb and msn;
you scuked fcker! hahah!
(:

2010-01-25T00:48:00.003+08:00

kimekkk get a life lah fcuker!
nak hack aku peh accnt?
perangai anak haram sial!
serious pengs siak aku.

dpt tahu kau saper,
selamat bodohh!
break all ties ngn kau sia! cb cb cb cb cb!

:-@
aku tak pasal uh kau nak hack,
tpy aku heran kan kawan2 aku sia babi!

fcuk kn perangai.
DOG!

2010-01-24T04:18:00.002+08:00

hello babys!
i cant sleep, so might as well update whot happen right?

well today visit elfiy hyqal,
in alexandra hosp.
meet nina at bb inter arnd 2plus i think.
proceeded there,
ask for her health, insyallah tmrw cn dischrge.
get lotsa lotsa rest alrights?
:)

then went off meet kydd at vivo sky park.
slack till late.
laugh.taiti-ed.smoked.
sumpah ehk 3 org mcm 10 org! kecohhhh!
perangai tkmu chettt ehk! :)
syg korggg lah! :)

tmrw meeting these crazyy arse again. :)
w leeya perhaps. :)

2010-01-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

woke up early in the morning with someone text saying
her sister is in the hosp.
boleh terkencing sial aku!
haha!
and and,
when i woke up.
received a call from
london weight management.
ada appointment with them on the 29th!
yes uh! mama plss?
weeeeeee!
and and elfiy is in the hosp.
goshhh!

got to know she fainted at workplace.
haish, please dont make me feel bad.
:(
will go and pay her a visit tmrw.
get well soon dear! :)

and and, meet yan just now.
shit pantat! lambat mcm nak mmpos.
sumpah adk dia gelek! :)
dia pon okay lah. haha!
laugh-ed, smok-ed,uno-ed,taiti-ed.
then home! :)

okayyy earthlingggs! im outts!
syg korggg! :)

2010-01-21T14:08:00.001+08:00

YELAH NUR IWANINA BINTE ISMAIL,
KAU HOT OKAY!

hahaha! ape ape lah b! :)
anyway gg out, cpt lah kol 3.
pangai pepek. kol 3 baru nak mandi! :)
kol bape nak kuar?
tak suka oiii kuarr siang2,
budak2 skola bnyk.
nanti irritating nk seat. cb!
HAHAH!
okay byeeeeeeee earthlings!
syg korggg! :D

2010-01-21T01:31:00.001+08:00

today,
stayed at home again, biasa jugk. budak baik :)
so chtted, webcammed,otf,laugh.
boring thou. :)
finally gg out tmrw, meeting elfiy and nina and leeya :)
finallyyyy! :p

so yeahh, nak outs. tc earthlings.
syg korgggg!

2010-01-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

sumpah mendak nary.
tak kuar,again.
dudok rumah. :0)
good girl per.
was webcamming with elfiy hyqal,
was happy at one point
and both break down after a few minutes.
dont cry for me alright?
we still cn be the best of friends.
:)
i promise you. i will tc of you.
tts my promise for you dear. :)
cheer up aite?

2010-01-18T16:32:00.003+08:00

iguess it official. today's the day
we separated.
im sorry elfiy i cant be the perfect gf for you.
i thank you for being there thru ups and downs w me.
i thanks you for being so patient with me.
yes i still do love you,
but the fact tt we both wont chnge is another topic.
im sorry tt its gg to be our 1year soon
and thn shet happens.

im sorry for th on and off r/s with me.
but i guess it better this way.
i dont think i can chnge,
i'll keep thinking bck wht u've done to me. im sorry.
im so sorry. i still love you.
i hope we can stay as good friends.
it really breaks my heart seeing us like this
but you say it yourself you preferred being single
rather than me giving you a second chance.
i guess tts it. o8o2o9 will always be in my mind.
elfiy hyqal, my first.
whom teach me the true meaning of love.
im proud to you call my first dear.

back to me.
was all alone at home watching hindustan
haha! laugh at me but wtv.
was cryin at one point tt it's really over. but
elfiy hyqal,im not over you.
i have to try i guess.
well, i have to stop.
if not i'll be continuing bout us.
im sorry again dear. ilysm. :( so yeah, all of the people who
use to disturb our r/s, i guess you can have her alr.

-eicasiao outs

2010-01-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

okay sumpah aku mendak ehk people. :)
had a tiff, but wth, who cares when you know some people are there for you,
no matter ups or down.
syg kau nina! :p
kau selalu ther utk aku, :) sygggg kamu.
but kn the fact tht this people are so wtv
is they get mad one minute.nd send long text which is
sumpah boring. ahah! too late oi.
da ckp per kau nak terosss jeq,tknk patah aleq.
so cool lah kan, official per? hmms. ntah ehk eica. :)

but wtv isit. im still alive. diff bt have to go thru it.
crapppp bodohh! :)

lets not talk bout this,
besok tkda plan oi.
ajak aku kuar someone. :0) b!!
ajak i kuar. jom jom jom!
p mcm nk dok rumah aje the whole day. tskk! :)

okay people. i have to get use to this alr.
being alone ehk b?
okay lah. gotta go now. :)

2010-01-03T14:30:00.002+08:00

hurhur! fought w love. tunggu kt inter. da gadoh trus gerak
hahaah! kekek dokkk! :)
at civics,jap ag nk gerak
gi maner2 pun aku tak tahu.
hmms,
just called love.
aku kt civics tingkat 3, dia kat tingkat 1 when i called.
HAHAH! KEKEK BODOHHHHHHH! :)
dia going up now. :)
cya btches arnd

2010-01-02T03:21:00.002+08:00

sorry people for the super late update. ;)

went countdown at esp. :p
w bf,leeya,lily,faz,kydd,nina,ezzy,nat.
and sumpah oi! gelekkk giler.
meet leeya nd love at woodland.
dpt ice blast. wooots!
smoked. train-ed to city hall.
met kydd. hehee! kydd kao gelek ehk sumpah!
fast forward, met all proceed to esp. :P
saw aisha and farid and haris and friends!
sumpah ku rindu dorg!

lepak,smoked,camwhore.
pakcik lu kecoh urh nk gado
gi hotel urhs celebrate ngn anak ngn cucu kau.
bodo nak biseng2.
belah suaaa!

serious,pkck tuh irritating fcuk.
aku rasa dia suffering from deprived childhood.
main party poppers.
ku letop kn tuh benda kt muka kao yg pecah tuh bru tao.
suarto!

plan-ed2. train-ed to woodlands.
minom baybe!
proceed to somewhr i dont know. then
aku yg kena buka and serve.suarto!
haha!

glen vodka, syiok.
okay cut it short.
noneng ku rabak.
almost stripping, dancing,golek2,talking crap.
got info from friends. siak urhs stripp?
erica!! mengucap siak! *astagaaaa!*
badan gemok, nk strip. muntah darah siak semua!haha.LOL
okay then ard 5plus.all gerak. went bck to love's house.
sleep.
mum in law gave a wake up call,
but aku k.o

tskkk!lepak w kydd all.
taiti. laugh2.smoked.
gelekk bodohhhh! :)
okay lah! tts my new year's liike..

resolution: tryng to chnge to a better person. *for god's sake*
get into a school, and work my butts off.
tsk tsk.
slim down lah erica! *gemok bodoohhhhh!!! * hahha.

okayy, to public out there.
dont mind me, bt aku okay with it.
nk kutok2 urhs.
ntah muka lagyyy pecah!
atleast gemok biler2 boleh kurus.

tapy lau da pecah? surgery suaaaaa!
tuh pun lau kao afford, p lau sengkek?
stuck with ur ugly face!
huhu!

okay lah people. ku da ngantok.
mls nk lyn org nk pangai kan?
hoho!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 2010 ehk??

KU DA LEGAL BODOHHHHH!

2009-12-31T00:19:00.003+08:00

went to cck to lepak with nina.
that was on monday.
had fun! :) w leeya and love too.
till 11+ plus walk back to cck mrt.
salam-ed. meet mama.

and and i had fun w love at inter just now.
fool-ed around like no business. :)
laughing out loud, disturbing love.
bitting love cheek is the best part ever! love almost cried.
huhu! cute.
and pull-ed love's leg hair.
was funny like fcuk. she stood up and wanted to revenge bk.

and i gave a very very pitiful face.
and kita berdamai. :)

ps/ love, i'll always love you for who you are. i dont care about you flaws.
its a never ending love. i'll look forward to everyday. our one year anny is about to come,
and till today. i still never expected us to be this long. i hope you'll accept me for who i am too.
:)
ily now and always my papa! :-*

2009-12-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

just back from hme.sezairi menang!!
okayy gelekk! :)
slept over love's house yest.
but had a tiff but made up with hugs and kisses. ily dear.
today woke up super late.
play-ed taiti and race with love and love's sibling.
sumpah gelekkk, cos no one's at home.
only us. hahah. enjoy-ed it. and dinner at checkpoint. yummmyy! :)
bus-ed back to love's house and watch singapore idol finals.
gelek gelek gelek! sezairi menang. love,me,love's sibling voted for him.

gelek gelek!
:D

ily papa!

2009-12-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

went out yest wth love nd siblings
to town. thought of catching the free show at dhohby ghaut green.
something like tt urhs.
but tmpt konek abes.
so proceed to town. lepak.slack.bored. trainedhome.

2009-12-24T01:59:00.001+08:00

i dont think i updated my blog yest,
did i?
hmms. well i feel sorry for love
pms dok, tsk. kept kena scold from me.
ily and im sorry. i guess dia pun main ah ah kan.cos kept saying sorry
but repeating the same mistake. fck lah eica, cummon lah.

ilysm love. :'(

2009-12-22T04:38:00.002+08:00

as per normal, love fell asleep first.
439am. huhu. cant sleep yet.
love woke me up yest. such a notty boy. asking me to wake up when i slept at 6. grrrr,
but still ilysm mok.

and had a tiff in the day.
sorry love.
love cried till had a fever. :'( im sorry.

and now playing pets ville, while updating blog.
am bored actually, love wake up!!!! he wont i tell ya.
he's snoring right now. cuttee lah.

ILYSM. :-*

2009-12-21T04:33:00.003+08:00

went out w mum nd love.
went to wm watched singapore idol.
semangat aku tahu.diam alr??
so yeah after tt around 4plusminus mamam kfc.
met nina.
bus-ed to 426, lpk.camwhored.jumped2 till magrib.
:p
proceeded to aliff.
but ate at alkaff instead
bought bbg chicken wing w rice sumthng like tt w tea susu.
love bought th same thing with blueberry which he claim is sedaplicious.
hahah
nina bought cutlet, and fed the cat.
alright coming to th funny part, while Eating.

trying my best to eat the chicken,
but shet happens and the chicken happens to fly to nina's place.
wah shet, was so ps. HAHAHA! lol-ing all th way.

went home nd lepak.
love is gg to be sleeping @ my place for 4days strght. wooots!
cos mama work night shift,
and im kinda afraid to sleep alone. :P

love is asleep 437am in the morning and yet to be asleep. heee! update our moneky photo later

2009-12-20T03:36:00.002+08:00

heyaaa!!

happy lurhs aku,doing fine with love.

when shopping with mum.

bought lotsa stuff.

from shoes.to personal stuff.

to highlighting our hair.

to buying a laptop.

finally, p toshiba.

wtheck, atleast its PINK. envy me baybe!

havin fun webcam-ing with love.

ilysm. tmrw gg out with mum and love to wm. watch spore idol.

abg book in camp.

and the house is ours for three days. mum workin night shift,

being such a sweetheart, love is accompanying me for three days strght.

coolshet kan!! tahu dok! :P

ily.ily.ily mok! :D

b*tches fly off.

he's mine.

a label saying booked.

sent to erica's heart.

ee aku da pek! alrighto arse lemme go go go go! love lets sleep.its 339am. byeeeeeee yalll.

dear,iluuu!!

2009-12-18T16:31:00.001+08:00

heyaa!! :D
in civics library to use the compt.
:)
just finish applyin for ite, pray hard for us. :D
gemok,ilysm! :-*

2009-11-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

to trust eu is th difficult task ever.
yes i can trust a little. but wad usual happen?
you took advantage.
why must all the r/s i be in, people cant setia?
&& ain sepet named in fs
is a bitc*h! tell eu tt.
dah pl tuh dalah sial. maseh nak contact2 mataer aku.

si gemok ni pun lagy mcm siak. layankn
ngn syg2 agyk!
sot siak otak.

lum agyk part syiok, AIN SEPET IS A COWARD TELL YA!

da kena sound aje teros offline. BEEYATCH!

aku taq heran nik semua, nak carik aku?
rumah aku terbuka untok kao.
p mcm geli urhs nk bwk najis mcm kao dtg umah.

&& eu seriously im fucking dissapointed with eu.
i dont know what to do. i think eu should fine someone
with this criteria

-cantik cos eu said urself eu sachok me. nk pmpn lawa2. exclude me yeah.
-baik tak pangai. yeah eu can get tt.

so happy finding a new one. im just helpless.
and no, we're not doing good. everything kept falling apart.
either we're fighting or we're breaking up.
i just dont know what else to say.
sorry but my trust for you is down to zero.

yes, you can say lau tak trust might as well takyah patch?
im tryng to give eu a chance but hey. i dont know.
eu go nd think about it.

2009-11-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

he's active in fb. :)
&& till today just realised tt a special someone of his have a photo of him.
grrrrrr, saperr tk binget dokkk,
gmbr kt folder LOVE siol. CB NYER PMPN TAK BERLABEL, confius nyah.
nk step butch, suar! grrrr. but wadeva lurhs,
cnt be bothered with this shameless arse. :p

an currently in library as per normal. :)
with gemok.
ate kfc awhile, TH DOK! :) (*inside joke of ours)
and yeahhh, 18th NOVEMBER COMING SOON. woooootts!

2009-09-04T17:39:00.002+08:00

fights fights fights, haish
theres a tak tahu malu bitc*, frnsta accnt, SaChEk aMeLia,
go check her out, what a beeytach,tak tahu malu pe ltk gmbr mataer
aku suka suka hati mak bapak kao, bodoh! sibei! grrrr!!
suro jntan main kao bru tahu! suar!

anyhoos, didnt meet hubby for almost 3 days, hoho!
missing tt gemok of mine alr :)
ily trinity ayte dy?
i dont regret my decision of giving dy a chance,
really. :) cos i love him too much!

someone's working on th 22nd to 27th, boohooo!
&& i just pray nothing happen to me on tht particular date,
cause abg gg to ns alr, mom's working.
really really afraid of tt,

dont wnt to stay in tt bloody place for 2 damn days lah! suarrr!
haha! && birthday coming soon! not exactly soon thou! HAHAH!
ilovelove my dear!

2009-08-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

hoho! BACK AGAIN!
using comp @ library as per normal, with mama
nd daddy <3!
someone's gg to work tmrw!
HAH! better work tt as*!
so hav to stay at home till dont noe wen/ :'(
anyhoos, on th 8th taq dapt celebrate, boohoooo!
SOMEONE'S WORKINGGGG! :@
but nvm, im gnna make sure he SAVE UP!
idc, :) okies! gotta run!

2009-07-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

aku bored and disappointed with everyone. aku rasa ngan budak ni hidup aku tersekat. Ke sini tak boleh, saner tak boleh. mataer pun niw macam malas nak layan, kadang2 dia tengking aku, aku tak tahu ape aku nak dalam hidup ni. semua oraang macam against aku. Life is miserable. Can i just end it when no one cares? Life sucked! Sucked! Aku nak mati je!

sign off!

2009-07-30T16:54:00.002+08:00

HALLO! :D

look whose back!! :D
im currently updating in a library. boohoo!
3months of not having internet access can be torturing. :'(
well oh well, upcoming 6mths with daddy GEMOK! :D
alot of things have been happening, :(
some know bout it, n symphatises me, thnks.
but insyallah i cn go thru all this.
someone has been taking care of me at home, hahaha! :D
elfiy hyqal a.k.a. daddy ku! :-*

BEEN MISSING ALOT OF MY FRIENDS, OH FCUK!
CANT GO OUT ALOT.

ND ANOTHER IMPORTANT THING,
AKU TAKLEY CELEBRATE RAYA SIAL NGAN KAWAN2,
BOOOHOOO! NOT EVEN WITH TT GENDUT! :(
how sad is tt?

but well oh well, next year masey ada kans? HAHHAHAH!! :D

speaking of which, im going to join ite next year with daddy gemok! :D
cool shit!
we're goin to get th same course nd insyallah leh dapat same class.
HEH! (APE HEH?!) PS/ INSIDE JOKE OF ME ND DADDY

kao tgk bape byk aku nak type, 3mths update. satu kali go!
&&& yeahh, im REALLY disappointed with a someone.
trusted her so much, p dia naq bastard aku.
haish, break all kind of r/s with her. tts it.
i dont need some crazy as* bitc* going behind my back
nd tryin to get my love.
noway man! tts tts. im off! :D

cya people arnd! :D

hey yall! :D

2009-06-10T10:28:00.002+08:00

hey yall! sorry for the longggg
mia-ing! :D

was busy with school,bby or my own life.
hoho! update for yall,
my internet have been down fr 2 months.

next month den can. :(

2009-05-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

FU*CKER PUNYA BLOGGER!
sibei sibei sibei!

anyway,
i was moody yest cause of the way eu shouted at me
it was such a shame,stnding there.
getting shouted at, for something i help eu.
i just want an appreciation, but no.
i got shouted at.

& eu've told me i've chnge.
i've chnge cause of the way eu're treating me
yes, eu're wayyy better than the past.
but sometimes eu could be so.....
nvm, idnt knw what to say.
anyway, i do love eu.

i just want a happy r/s tts all i ask for.
wish me luck fr tmrw people! :D

2009-04-28T09:50:00.001+08:00

i didnt know tt eu really need me.
baby i love eu so!! :D

ure my daily addiction.
iloveu!

2009-04-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

IN SCHOOL! :D

had p.e,ran-ed. im done with it! yayyy!
nxt week aku naq main game! naq jugk naq jugk! :D
nd missing baby real bad. :(

2009-04-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

nd my motherfu*kin computer is such a bloody shi*head!
a hole!!!!

anyway first of school? was damn gerek lah, nothing can compare with this feeling oi!
my classsmates was damn syiokkkk! :D
everyone's talkative like ME!
nd no awkwardness at all.
baby sent nd fetch me to school. thanks ;D

2009-04-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

nothing happen much this week.
xcpt for wed,thur,sat.
boo. so boring!

wednesday
went over to baby house abit late :]
reach ard 11 plus. bfore her mom came hme :D
salam-ed. nd sleep. baby was suppose to sleep on her bed.
but dia very jahat,when i was sleeping,she was playing with my face.
DOING ALL SORTS OF MONKEY FACES. how jahat can she be right?
she's very very naughty but still i love her :D

thursday
she came over to my house.
gorengkan dia jempot2, but she say like keropok
cos very keras! HAHAHAH! :)
then i got buy this breath spray
baby tamak haloba ehk sayng? huhu! :D
nd when we get to sleep, i was sleeping peacefully
cause she hugged me :D. SAYANG EU! :D
left at 8.

baby love told me something yest night,
nd was happy bout it.
cos she didnt lie to me all the while.
she told me the truth
even thou the truth is menyakitkn hati
i still accpt it,cos all this has past.

nd baby,yes! i love eu! :D
3DAYS! ;D

2009-03-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

haix, my throat has been giving me problems.
whatever i eat.
i tend to throw it all up. fcuk!
nd now feeling feverish.darnit lah.

baby's going away tmrw to malaysia,
nd how could she forget about it sey.
she only told me yest yest night/ :(
was so sad bout it.

wnt shopping fr school stuff yest :]
bought a crumpler beg, dpt discount from abang joe! yayy!
87$ but aftr discount 70$. coolio! :D

then went to cck to meet hyqalbaby and lily nd faz
went over to woodlands lamer gi beli kasut jazz palas. siket peh susah
naq carik org teman :(

but lucky got them,thnks!
they had their dinner at kfc, i didnt eat anything.
as i already eat at magic wok with mummy, nd was feeling super full.

went to causeway to slack.
huhu! ada adk pun langgar jer ehk bie?
huhu! gg to miss tt bontots alot!
meet her from friday to sat to sun. haha!
sat something bad happen. haish,but it's all good :]

ps/ baby,take care of yourself ayt,tkmu nakal nakal kt sne
lao taq, jgn smpai eyk bie! haha! :D when eu reach thre,tkmu
luper post letter! HAHAHA! crazy lah mie! :D bby i love eu! :D

2009-03-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

fought with mum yest at 1am in th morning.
when she askd me to go out of the hse.
kay go.guey keluar urhs.

call-ed baby,cnt get thru :(
so went over to fathi's house.
slept over at his house.thnks geng! :D
2am mummy msg-d ask to come back. NEH URHS! no way! :D
th nxt day then aleq.

went to skool to supervise the cougar cheerleaders :D
they did great,
nd im proud of them.
came home, nd headed to wm.alone.pathetic.

nd updating the blog.
nd sesungguhnye matair aku jahat nauzubillah minzaliq.
suka nah kacau aku.haha!
baby i love eu! :D

2009-03-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

hey baby! i syg eu!
&& havent i told eu tt during th
first time when mummy threatened eu,
i felt tt i love eu 1000times more,
i dont know why.
but the way i treated eu so differently,
nd this i promise eu tt i will
treat eu like tt in th future :D
nd sorry bout just nw when i meet eu,
i ada k.a. sikit.
but i'll promise eu i'll chnge for good.
:]

&& i appreciate it when eu came down
to my area just now,
thanks for everything.
nd i treasure every moments of it.
eventhough fr a few hours baby.

baby,i hope eu can bear with my attitude fr nw.
i'll promise i chnge. thnks syg! :D

baby,ilove eu nn tts final

2009-03-24T13:51:00.002+08:00

im missing baby badly :(
nd this is seriously a real test to both of us.
dua dua tengah kering,
cnt contact each other tt much :(

but everytime i receive a msg,
i'll get super estatic :D
TTS ERICA! :D

gg off soon to dunearn :D
i'll update again when i'm back alright people!

syg HYQAL :D

2009-03-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

2wks2days to 2th monthsary.
baby,i'm glad we're bk tugetha.
everyday i feel tt time love is growing.
nd tt isnt sweet talk ayte baby,
tt come from the bottom of my heart. :)
baby,iloveyou.

13thapril coming sey! 21daysss!sheeshh!
so tkot tau,luckily baby sending me to schl,
insyallah :]

&& i just came bck from dunearn sec.
see the cougar cheers and the other.
hmms,alright urhs.
:]
still wondering who'll win this year.
cause every group looks good. :)
may the best house win! :D

&& baby's not replyin my text,
suker ehk bie,make mie worry.
:(

2009-03-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

people! i want private my blog cos of some reasons,
so does who wants to be invited,do leave ur link.

if nt wait till eu grow beard ayte?
cause i dont think im going to unprivate it any soon,

anyhoos,cnt wait frm 27 onwards! :D
27 going karaoke, with mummy nd her frns yg gerek.
28 going zoo with her colleagues.
30 shopping fr school stuff,

&& mummy promised me to buy the creative zen mozaic i think.
yayyyy! :D

bye people,

2009-03-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

fcuk,why am i feeling down sia? sibei tol.
dalah erica!! grrrrr!!
haven't she told you a thousand times,
does tht havent still get in ur head!
sibei sibei sibei sibei!!!

and it really shows tt she cares more bout her
than you right/

fck,no mood. bye

2009-03-16T13:10:00.002+08:00

all good this have come to an end.
all cause of my fcuking mistakes.
have been crying non stop since last two days.
still didnt believe it could have ended just like tt.
&& everynyte thnkng bout it made
my heart ache even more.

thnks fr th call yest night.
i sounded happy to you right?
but for real, im not.
a few times i was crying,cause at time you said
somethin which hurts me.
but i know i truely deserve tt.
&& fcuk,as im typing im still tearing up.

she told me, she wants us to be a ttm.
tts gd enuff,
bt i still cnt get over th fact tt. elfica wasnt there alr.

get tt in you bloody headdd bit*h!

mummy sorry fr not replyin ur txt,
i dont think i'll be meeting anyone for now.
im nt in the mood.

2009-03-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

does 1mth4days gone dwn the drain just like tht,
isit suppose to be tht way?
if you need space, icn give it to you.
but pls. i wont want us to go our separate ways.
i hope you understnd tht.

2009-03-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

crazy woman on the loose! :D
thts what i call her.
seriously, want play shits with me.
i shall give you 10 times of it ayte?a*shole!
huhu!

&& no,elfiy doesnt care about you even for one bit! :]
tht's my boi!

forget bout tht crazy as*hole,
looking on the bright side,
today's mummy nd daddy's anniversary!

HAPPY 3TH MTHSARY!
sayng korgs!

&& tmrw is me nd baby's anny! :]
our first baby step month! :D

gg out with her nd her friends to SENTOSA :D
cnt wait cnt wait cnt wait! :D

b.b.b; baby bontot ******
huhu! i sayng you! :D

2009-02-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

this wk havent been good at all, constant fights.
constant night cry,crying myself to sleep.
anyway last night was a real bad fight.
cos of someone. hmms, hey.
guess what bie, from now onwards,
whenever you'll talk bout tht kuncu or her,
i shall just shut my dirty mouth ayt?

&& pls control your anger ayt,
tht particular word hurt me real bad.
but ayte it's alright.
people said stupid things which they don't really mean it.

anyhoos, yest ard 6 went out of hse to meet mummy nd daddy!
like finally yoss! meet at citylink mall,
proceed to m.s to have our dinner. hooos, saw wawa! ;]
been so longggggg oi! missesssss! :D

then went to marina step to meet uncle sam :D
yayyyy! :D
there's kak mide,her sister,abg naz,fi & gf.
yeaps. lepak,chnged to esp cos of some happening ard there.
slack.103o gerak frm there.

but overall uncle sam's frn is kaki gerekkk esp kak mide ehk?
hoooo! should hang out more often.
i thought yest th first sat i didnt go out
but too bad. went out jugak!
haha!
reach home close to midnight! HAHAHAAH! :D

&& MLM TIFF. HAIYO! BUT IT'S ALR FINE
all couple do fight,so yeah :]

baby,i still do and alway love you. :D

2009-02-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

on thurs baby slept over :]]
mama nd papa working,only abg.
fetch baby at bustop. go kedai kopi.
haha! baby remember the milo nd black coffee tingy?
heh!
went home, used computer nd yeah.
went into room.
leeya buy for her liquor. idk what isit.tpy sumpah
baru baron! * pukkess*
but since baby forced to drink,drink ajer lah kan.
hmmmmmms.

anyhoos, cnt sleep sia. we were happy tugetha,
went something happen.
i say she trohs, then she flared up. sayd this which hurt
me real bad. so just went out of the room,watchd tv.
while she talk to leeya on the phone.
felt super bad,cos she wnt go home.
so went in the room.
nd we're bck fine again.
ehemsssss.
fought again cos saw something on her phone.
it's just a misunderstnding.
&& bby,im sorry for the photo i had.
i didnt know it existed.sumpah.

afterall,i deltd it.you know the person meant ntg right?
so yeah, btw we made a deal to each other bfore the night.
if one of us were to sleep,the other party could do anything to the
person who sleep.

at first she falls asleep,tkt kena mrh.wait fr her to wake up then ask.
den she said cnnot!
sheeettt sk! wastedddd sey my chnce!
skali, i accidentally sleep.
tsktsk! gone gone! hahahahah!
funnn thou!

den ask baby go wash up. go breakfast.
we kutok2 the mamak shop.
they spell all the food wrongly say.
muratapa,roti jhon.
kekekkk,
kissed. nd she 187-ed home.

went home, nd only slept for a few hrs.
1135 woke up.got ready to go out. :]
meet baby again.
187-ed to cw.
met kina nd arfa nd zack.
lepak. leeya came. zul came.
slack at leeya's homeyyy,
afta tht she wnt to work.
so baby nd me slack at cw.
soon after she sent me home.

&& today will be the last we could talk on the phone
friday was our last day to meet,
till nxt nxt wk cos of some reasons.
haiyoooooo! :(

super sadddddddddddd!

baby,ily!

2009-02-16T18:03:00.001+08:00

its the fcuking fact that aku sayang elfi hyqal :]
valentines day was simple yet loving eyk?
hoho!
went over to her house, then ella came.
help-ed her sent things to her phone.

go mamam with bby.
&& she sent me home.
hah! elri nd the flower is cute :]
love love love !

2009-02-11T19:05:00.003+08:00

baby<3!>
i miss your hugs and kisses,
but i miss you the most! :D

&& yeah, i'm glad you've long forgotten bout the sweetalker.
i want to see her get bastard from saper2 yg stead ngn dia.
blooody tooot. liarr pembasterd,sweetalker mother tooot!
:D

baby,i hope we can last.
baby,im sorry i cant meet you this wk,
cnt even celebrate valentines.
it's okay , you've given me elri it's enough :D
i love it so much.
thanks for the sacrifices you've made dear.
iloveyou hyqal :D

2009-02-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

080209 :] 1552hrs.
superman meet me at 1700hrs,
she gave me a bear bear.
we named her elri. :]
watchd tv.
gave her food to eat. was suppose to feed me,
but papa marah me. :(
she scared to feed me. HHAAH! ;] kental urhs you.

anyway, i do hope you leave your bad memories with her.
take your time. i do understand if you still love nd misses
her, but all this can be forgotten if you take your time dear.
i know i didnt make the wrong choice. :]

will love you dear. [: 080209

2009-02-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

050209

meet superman && kina at bb mrt. i was super late!

haha! went to woodlands. someone sedih cos i didnt sat with her!

HAHA! ;]]

met lily && cabb-ed to woodlands town garden!

tagak time ;] rasberry vodka && bacardi.

thanks urhs you campur kan! rasa cm obat batok sey :(

haha!

alot of noneng happening.

swimming pool lah. askin bangla's for ciggarettes.

&& at 1130pm something happen. haish, don't know.

she's semi-concious thou. :] but yeah it alright.

walk-ed to marsiling mrt. sent kina.

cab-ed to superman's house.

seram seram oi! HAHA! ;]

went straight to the room.

at 1plus,complained to superman,

as i was having stomach cramp.

being such a sweetheart,

she go panas-kan lauk for me to eat :]

sayng dia! something FUNNY happen.

but idont want to kasi malu dia.

she suap-ed me. manja sangt lurhs aku! haha! :]

then cuddle cuddle,

first baring pat atas with her,

then we transferred to the floor, there's mattress thou.

but since she's asleep.

i transferred to her katil.

I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP SIAK!

she said i'm not used to it yet.

will get used to it eyk you! HAHA !;]

ard 6+ was wide awake.

disturbed superman to wake up! haha!

shower-ed. siap siap.

&& home!

060209

meet superman AGAIN.

proceed to bb poly to take mc for mummy nd ezzy.

then proceeded to vivo. haah!

th day was hillariouss sey!

arcade. play-ed zuma,bubble pop i think. n game fight2

ishk! lost 2-1 sey! not fair!

then we cab-ed to beauty world to pool! :]

was my first time siak! haiyoo! but okay lahh. won over daddy! yayyy!

bus-ed to lot 1. they had their dinner.

mummy nd ezzy left.

me superman daddy lepak saw raden && his friend.

lepak till 11.

daddy mrt-ed home.

superman sent me to interchnge.

188 sampai. kiss kiss kiss

sampai rumah. conf with superman again nd leeya :]

they were talking bout me. ishk ishk!

slept at 2. was so tired alr.

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text-ed superman, she call-ed

&& we talk-ed.

then she decided not to go to work! pemalas!

instead she came over to my house. papa at home. but he dont mind.
hmmm! i actually fall asleep when we we laying dwn. HAHA!
arnd 11 teman-ed her go eat.
seriously speaking cam food from the garbage sey you,
haha!
sent her to bustop && home!
am tiredddddddddd!

2009-02-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

hey people! sesungguh i'm rotting like fcuk at hme.
suppose to go out. tpy snce today papa's birthday.
have to stay at home! wtf kan?
sit at home do nothing. sibei!
anyhoos, no worries! night time meeting superman,leeya & sister.
nak go tagak! HAHA! ;]

updates soon! :]
tmrw meeting mummy nd daddy! yayyy! superman maybe taggin along! :D

2009-02-04T18:17:00.003+08:00

mummy! daughter mintak maaf,

so sorry.

i know you're super mad with me. sumpah!

daughter luper besok birthday papa sey.

i'll make up for it on sunday tuh pon if you free sey :(

imiss our old times lurhs mummy,i'm so sorry

if you think i've chnge since dia ada in life daughter.

sesungguhnyer tidak mummy.

daughter miss mummy nd daddy badly :'(

i love mummy nd daddy ku! :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELFI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!

da 20 seyyy orang itu,

puas ati,wished you thru fne,

sms, even blog? HAHA!

ni ikhlas okayy bontot! :]

2009-02-01T19:04:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating ayte? i know,my blog da hancurr!
but i'll repair it once i'm free! haha

lemme call her superman okay? idk why,but feel like it! HAAH! :]

okay on 290109 meet superman,
at 10+ out from hme to wdlands intrchnge.
waited for her superrrrr lamaaaaa!
she's riding bicycle. we walkd to her house. SIKITTT PUNYER JAUHHHH!
haiyooo, reach alr. talk to her parents. den sit at bilek,
mcm ngntok gitu kan? haha! lie on her syster's bed. she's using the computer.
.... arnd 4 out from her house. sent me home. baekkk ey dia? HAH!

the next day meet her again, aiyooo!
i'm addicted to superman's scent sak!
she came over to my house, fetched her from bustop. she was with her x.
after her x jalan,we walkd off.
reach home,baring2. ard 5 berambus from home to lepak
pat bawah block. haha! dia adorable nk rakkk oie!
but for now,cnt post her photo urhs. gt reasons lurhs kan.
arnd 1030 sent her to her bustop. joked ard, then
gt this one bangla tgkkk jek. when she want to board the bus. gave her a
kiss on her lips. bangla mata terbeliakkk sak! kekek!! HAHA! ;]

meet her again yest, came over to my house. dress up maha dress up eyk?
i know why lurhs kan. heeeeeee! :]
she gave me a jade. haha! thought dia main main.
&& she actually left her hanky at home!
&& now,it's mine! cos i loveeeeeeee the smell! bau dia oi! :]
slept with the hanky nd her photo! but malam tuh,
haish.something bad happen

but early in th morning, textd her. && we're fine.

leeya oh leeya, tkmu sedih sedih kay!

&& i conferenced with leeya&&superman yest & yest nyer yest.
talk bout alot of things. leeya chill kay? eicaaa oso must chill. heeeee!

sayer miss barney's owner lurhs mummy :(

mummy! daughtr nvr forget mummy okayyyyyy!
one day we go out together2 kay dgn superman kays mummy?
sayang mummy nd daddy!

2009-01-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

uhh! shucks sak ni computer,
it keep hanging, nd i have to switch it off.
mothertoot tol!

today th whole day sia pat rumah,did housechores.
chilled.watchd tv.

papa narie pms urhs. hhahah! :]
i'm outs!

&& my blog givin me fcukin problem!

2009-01-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

sayer sayang barney nyer owner!
ahah! mummy tahu saper kan?
daughter lurhs,tkmu pk jauhhh! :]]]

&& awak,ive longg deleted your number nd memories!
hoho! it's been so longgggg!
&& just came back home urhs.
friday meet mummy nd daddy.
proceed to court && end up kena walk to boi's house.
lepakk @ boi's house till 7+.
&& uncle utt sungguh jahatt horr! org tak kencing, but
instead betol kan skirt. ape je!

proceed to court.lepak,
play-d soccer.
kena bullied by uncle sam. rabak rabak nyer case.
went home @ arnd 12 gitu. hohoooo!

saturday, meet mummy @ lot 1. proceed go east coast.
kes boleh mati punyerrr jauh! sial tols!
rent bike. daddy urhs mati mati nak cycle.
terang2 daughtermu kai skirt. tpy whatever lurhs.
ride around. saw rifaei.
lepak @ one tempat. den cycle back,dorg skit peh lincah
so i was cycling all the way smpai luper mana tmpat rent bike.
i over run. hoho!! walkd to bustop.
went marina sq. bowl-ed.

&& ada joke of the day sial! malu! sebelah us was a group of
lelaki melayu urhs.
then it was my turn,skali ku da swing ker belakang.bola terlepas & roll to the back
kymak,mcm nak sembunyik kan kepale pat mana mana sial.
malu to the max!
hahah! joke joke.
daddy won! first time,usually mummy menang.
kater bowler per. && i've improved lurhs. heeeeeeee! :]
took 700a,187-ed home. reach home almost 12! hahahahahaha!
kes mahu mati ni nama nyer!

smpai bilakah aku harus menanti
smapi bilakah aku harus menangis
smpai bilakah aku harus menanti dirimu!

hahah! monday dia alek,
tpy AZ tkmu terase bukan kao! hoho!!!

kawan karibku kan mummy kan kan kan? sials!

daughter sayang BARNEY'S OWNER thts me. hoho!
&& mummy nd daddy! :]

2009-01-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

applied for april intake.
haishh, kecoh lurhss.
sorry for the m.i.a yeahs?
internet kena cutt so paham paham.
on th 27th bru on aleq.

tmrw gg fr job interview @ cafe swiss.
mummy talkd to the manager alr.
yanee also working @ there.
pray hard for me tht i get the job yeah?

so i wont rot @ home.
thinkin of people tht don't deserve to be pikerkan.
hoho!
so yeahh! :] korang take care okay?

sayang mummy nina nd daddy z! :]

2009-01-07T18:17:00.004+08:00

meet mummy today to go her house,
ite results ku gone case sial!
kener wait for O's nyer budak budak to get their results
tempted nak amek april intake! :]
&& im super sleepyyy, ciggie tgl 9 batang out of 20.
masa secondary 1 camp gerekkkkkk:]
we went out after campfire to lepak lepak @ cdans.
went back to school at 1am! hoho!
hazizah nd ulin pon ada.
didnt sleep till 5. was playing assho*e taiti
with azhar,acak,kimura,hariz,aliff.
funnn!! murni && mummy da goneeeeee at BASKETBALL COURT! read tht!
joined them at 530. till 615. mandi nd lepakkkk all th way till 11. for
debrief.
den went off do hair
arnd 3plus mummy nd daddy came.
went off,played soccer nd basketball court.went home.
GONNEEE! :]
im outss! :]

ash thanks eyk kau kejot aku pagi pagi butaa!
&& mummy bacennn tk mandi! hoho!

promises all gone to the waste.
you didnt use your second chance wisely i guess,
i'm moving on, giving you ALLLLLLLL the space you needed yeah?
HAVE FUN :]

tpy yang penting, kitaa enjoyyyy!!

2009-01-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

i still remember the conversation with mummy when shes wide awake yest.
i told her tht ive watch one particular porn whereby
the guy was fcuking the girl ass.
&& air taik cm keluar.

mummy: asal kena main jubo dia sei?
me : kater porn,tkkn full 10 minutes. main nonok kan.

she was wondering why they fcuk the ass.haiyoo
she was still unsatisfied tht they have to main jubo.

idk what i do to deserve mummy yg gendengggggggggggg! haha!

2009-01-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

those are the videos for yest countdown '09
i simply love it shial! unlike last year which
left me a bad bad memoryy! dnt wish to talk bout it thou

nina talkd to daddy, && amazingly he allowed me to
go && sleep over at her house somemore! ;]
meet them at lot1 cntrl station. planned to proceed to marina
to meet daddy's brothers. saw oyin&&faridoo in the train :]

Alighted at dover. && took bus. ezzy is simply biols!
laughing till im tired. she dropped at orchard hotel/tower.didnt remember.
we dropped near raffles city. && walk to fetch tht bloody biol! *ash.
haha! :]
luckily saw her. then proceed of to marina sq.
meet daddy's brother. salam-ed. talk-ed.smoke-d.
&& ashfy kao sumpah biol oi! haha! :]
den we jalan-ed2 at marina sq. since daddy's brother lagi eating.
ada satu part nik,mummy nd dadddy were walking infront.
skali i was walking. den si ashfy tripped me. mothertoott!
aku da melatar naq mati siakk!
&& she's lol-ing all the way! bloody toot toot!
saw huda at citylink. haha! forget to tell! :]

then ard 10+, leceh urhs. was deciding where to go.
last minute. go esp.kita kita w/o daddy's brother.
daddy's brother bought for me lime flavoured breezer.
den go find place. && some shitty stuff happen lurhs
when we're proceeding to find some place. typical!

found a place, sit. wait-ed.crap-ed ALOT!
biler da 12. everyone was screaming.
&& i'm like!
'ashfy kau da sec 3!daddy you're finally seventeen!
den mummy
besok da skola! hahah! itu kekek nyer kes!
sumpah pat video tuh mulott aku bisengg nak rakkk! AHAH! ;]

afta Countdown. send some of them to mrt station.
mummy daddy daughter planned nak go newton. to eat.
den in the train chnge plan, go to angmokio.
sumpah kelakar biler kat amkhub! HAH! there's this uncle
we wanted to come inside, but thought cnnot.
so the door is auto. so i have to hold on to it.

daddy: can we come in?
uncle: all shops close already.

den we went off. but daddy wanted to pee.she asked me to ask

me: can we use the toilet.
uncle: if you want to come in come in lurhs, dont come in den go out.
me: bisenngg urhs!
den we walk. serious org tnya lain dia jawab lain.dalah PEKAK! TSKTSK!

den gi mamam at macD.
then proceed to carpark the paling atas. semua tidur.
den mummy bangun. ask me to run urhs with her. so okay.
biler da bangun. da race with her. da smpai finishing line. dia
baring. den tidur! grrr!den when mummy sleep.
daddy was story telling bout alott of stuff pasal skola dia. kelakarrr!
&& mummy nd daddy motek smpai mamposs can?! haha!
24/7. dpan daughter pon naq buat kerja. tsktsk!

kt situ till 6+, az calld. ajak lepak.
lepak jap,den went home. nb nyer bangla.

/man. dok kau ngn pmpn kao kan bole pegi mampos urhs.
& barang aku bagy kau, rantai, bear tigger tuh kan.
kao lei gi bakar atao buang tros. cb! aku tknk ada pape
ngn kao lagy urhs sial,serious nyer kes. kao piker
ape? aku keja2 kan kao? tsktsk! kekekkkk urhs kao!
kao cakap ngn binie kau,sblom dia lanchaowey sal aku,
pegi check dulu betol ker tak. sap tetek urhs.

tpy yg penting. I HAD FUN DURING COUNTDOWN && TONNING WITH
MUMMY ND DADDY! ITU YANG PENTING HOHO!! :] sayngggg korggs!

&& PALING PENTING! HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRR!
AKU SYG MUMMY NINA && DADDY Z KU!